a part of me says, we are just friend …
the other part of me says, we are actually more than friend … and you told me so!

a part of me says, you treated me like a toy, when you have the time, you play with me, when you have none, not even a sms to say hi …
the other part of me says, career is more important, you should focus more on that …

a part of me says, is ok, we may not have a future …
the other part of me says, i miss your presence …

a part of me says, i am glad that you have chosen to walk away because i just couldn’t do it …
the other part of me says, i wish you wouldn’t have done that…

a part of me says, you are such a selfish person …
the other part of me says, i shouldn’t blame you, i would have done it if i were in your shoes …

a part of me says, i wish you would have the courage to face it because of me …
the other part of me says, i was the one who asked you not to …

a part of me says, i deserve someone better than you …
the other part of me says, you too deserve the same …

a friend asked, “are you paid to defend him?”
willingly and stupidly i did without pay …